A slave's perspective on discipline.

 

My mistress enjoys assigning me slave tasks as a part of my training.

My mistress always says that raising a slave is worse than working with a kindergarten class because I require constant stimulation in order to avoid becoming a bother.

Then my fantasies about having sex take over, and I realize that a slave needs to be punished sexually to respect his mistress.

Or, as a part of my slave education, their most recent task as a slave was now:.

"Explain what discipline means to you and how you adhere to discipline measures in your daily life, including where you succeed and where you fail.".

That may sound simple, but as a fat slave and a self-indulgent person, I found it to be a pretty challenging slave task.

My mistress frequently refers to me as a "fat pig," "fat slave," "fat pig," "moppelpig," and similar terms.

She is correct, but it is not nice when she does that.

I love eating fast food and lots of fatty food, but I also have another excessive habit: watching porn.

I therefore began the parenting task and made an effort to jot down every idea I had regarding punishment. And the following was revealed:.

"Dear lady.

Thus, I'm now assuming the new slave task, and as always, you are able to see into my filthy slave heart, which has no concept of discipline and is powerless over itself, and you know exactly what I need.

I'm a glutton and have terrible self control when it comes to food, as evidenced by my big flabby belly.

I frequently find myself at McDonald's where I peruse several menus, drink Cola, and enjoy 1-2 beers in the evening, which also contributes to weight gain.

I just can't stop eating, especially while browsing horny, erotic images of women online and watching porn.

After that, I realize I'll never find a woman that attractive, and I feel like a failure.

I would much rather eat the bag of chips from my overflowing candy cabinet than engage in physical activity, which would make me feel even worse.

When I say you are disciplining me, I mean you are helping me learn how to control my bingeing and reduce my large belly.

I should definitely take a little more initiative.

I now use the stairs instead of the elevator to enter my apartment because of this.

You can put me on a diet, mistress, and I'll follow it.

The worst part for me is how they manage my porn addiction and how you discipline people.

I'm a libertine and I think about sex almost constantly, so maybe I should better write about how I get this under control.

Maybe it's because I don't get any much myself and only occasionally visit a hooker I've known for years.

Every day after work, I browse porn and mostly see erotic women with large breasts.

Can I write tits or is that against my upbringing as a slave?

better be horny.

Yes, I get horny watching porn movies, and I frequently jerk off for hours without cupping.

I don't squirt my sperm around wildly until I can no longer.

My sexual fantasies, in which I am gagged and tied up at the mercy of a dominant beautiful woman like you, then run away with me, suggest that maybe being a good slave isn't really all that great either and I'd better squirt my semen in a cloth, don't you think?

I have no idea how to control my porn habit.

Maybe this sexual discipline would be the first thing I should start with; do you think doing a slave orgasm control task could change me?

'I realize as I write that I feel very helpless without your guidance.

I also require slave training because I am incapable of surviving as a slave on my own.

I need your firm hand, and I need you to punish slaves like me who lust after women and are excited by their bodies.

I must be told what I can and cannot do by you.

I cannot develop discipline any other way.

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As I'm reading it all over again, I worry that my Mistress won't like what she sees because it's obvious how weak and unqualified I really am. Regardless of what she plans to use me for, I hope my mistress can train me to be a respectful slave and a valuable employee.