Outfitted in fur.

 

When I was a child, I first became aware of my affinity for fur, and I'm sure that both my parents and I assumed it was normal for a child to constantly walk around with a plush toy made of real fur—at the time, rabbit—because the plush toy was made of real fur.

moving about.

Although I adore plush and enjoy real fur, my passion for plush fetish has increased as a result of my discussions regarding animal welfare.

Despite the fact that I still adore plush, I no longer have a strong fur fetish.

I experienced genuine euphoria when I first learned about furry as a young adult and saw the first fursuit online.

I devoured every fanzine I could get my hands on and downloaded countless images of people wearing furry costumes from the internet.

Unavoidably, I encountered the erotic side of furry and sexual role-playing while wearing a fur suit or an anthropomorphic animal costume.

I contacted a domina who was an expert in this field after finding her.

My first encounter with this lady involved some nervousness and perhaps some excitement, but perhaps it was just that I didn't really want to get in the mood by myself with a bowl in front of me and a dog's tail as a butt plug.

It was a letdown.

My interest in eroticism and furry ended after that, and I thought the dogplay websites on the internet were ridiculous.

Then, at my first furry convention, where I felt a little bit exposed with my dog ears while admiring all the gorgeous human animals dressed in elaborate animal costumes, I learned a ton of new things and felt like a whole new world had opened up to me.

That day, I was so horny that I couldn't help but admit that my plush fetish and my furry had something erotic about them and, more importantly, something to do with me.

In fact, there was an exhibit stand where the word "petplay" was used once more, and I snuck past it a few times before a woman started to talk to me.

We had a lengthy conversation with this Dutch woman in her mid-thirties.

It turned out that she was the dominant role player who, among other things, accompanied fetishists like me in our transformation into animals.

In reality, she was only there that day at the convention temporarily to assist, but during our conversation, she revealed that she was there more permanently.

Whether it was a coincidence or fate, my life as a dog changed after that.

I stayed in touch with Cassandra (name changed by me - note from Lady Decadence) after the furry convention, and she introduced me to erotic fur play.

I attended gatherings where male and female plush and fur fetishists interacted sexually.

I first saw fursuits that were anatomically accurate, ie.

with both a vagina and a real penis.

I was utterly enthralled and took in every detail of these parties.

At this point, I'd like to make it clear that furry eroticism has nothing to do with having sex with animals because we animal lovers are fully aware of the fact that we are human beings even though we identify spiritually with a particular animal.

A fursuiter enjoys plush stuffing and transformation, but not animal sex.

For me, acting out sexual tendencies in relationships with people who are dressed as animals is a way of pursuing my passion for fur - especially WITHOUT animals.

After this party, I quickly came to the realization that I wanted a fursuit of my own and to change into an animal.

I got help from Cassandra for that.

She questioned me a lot, let me try on some animal costume accessories, and she was the one who introduced me to my first erotic animal encounters.

As a result, I soon realized that a dog that resembled a wolf best represented my inner animal.

My dog wolf costume was made by a fursuit builder because, unfortunately, I'm not that handy myself.

I should intentionally be the dog in the foreground because I resemble a dog more than a wolf.

I had to put a lot of time and money into saving up because creating my own fur suit is quite expensive.

In order to give my furry friends (and myself) the most natural haptic experience possible, I have chosen a fur imitation that is extremely close to that of fur.

For a suit walk at a regular convention, I also wanted an animal suit that could reveal a penis but could also be taken off or hidden.

The implementation of this proved to be the most challenging.

I have refrained from winking, nosing, and other flirtatious gestures because I am not a technology nerd and am instead more intrigued by the suit itself because I have a sexual penchant for plush, fur, and fur.

Money was another factor in the decision-making process because the more technical an item is, the more expensive it will end up being.

I corresponded with my animal costume maker via email frequently and visited him several times for first fittings and measurements.

I wanted to go out into the street as I was - a beautiful dog wolf with huge paws and a velvety soft coat - but I didn't dare when the big day arrived and I was allowed to pick up my fur suit.

Even though I had previously engaged in erotic dogplay with Cassandra on a number of occasions, that night was the most incredible thing I have ever experienced.

That same evening, I had made plans to meet her.

Even days after that incident, just remembering it made my entire body vibrate.

I'm already there with a huge grin on my face because next week is my first furry party in my very own dog wolf fur suit.